I don't know if you know, but she's up to her old tricks again. I'm sure that as you have gone to the other side, you know what she's up to, what actually happened, and what truths have been revealed to you after the veil has been lifted. You know now that I spoke truth about her. I know I promised to take care of her after you were gone, but forgive me, Dad. I'm going to have to cut her loose. You know what she's done. You know what she's capable of. I've had enough and my sanity is at stake. She can go over to her brothers for help.
You have left the house to the boys; that much I know. I respect that and I will abide by that decision. I know that you were trying to protect me that night on Ioco Road and Barnet Highway. That's why I revere your memory so much. You tried, even in your own way to protect me throughout the years.
I have a five year plan to get out of this house and out of her control. Please, Dad, help me in that regards. Send me whatever good luck that you can from the other side. We are putting aside money for the whole family (our four kids and us two).
She's threatening the security of my family, Dad (up to the point of telling lies about me). So I'm going to have to do what I have to do to protect them, even if that means sinking down to her level and playing dirty. There's too much at stake to let her win this time. You're probably looking in on me periodically and you've probably seen that I care about my kids. Help me, Dad, help me protect them, because I know you can.
I love you, Dad, I miss you a lot.
